aKu yAng KEji

assalamulaikum kwn2...=)

sebelom aq mule wat weekly issue utk subjek seminar HR yg kene anta esk..tetibe rase nk update sst..

sebenarnye aq xtau patot x aq citer mnde nie kat korg..haha..amaran!entry nie mmg xilmiah langsung..n mgkin korg xphm pon aq nk gtau ape...xpe...bg la can kat aq nk puaskan ati aq yg tgh nk tergelak nie...

ok...walaupon blog aq nie name nye ANGEL JOURNEY...aq nie xde la angel mne pon..means aq nie xde la baek cm malaikat an...walaupon ade la 2 3 owg kate mke aq nmpak innocent cammm..

oh my bebeh!..hahaha...jay sean..bkn sean paul..tersilap ari 2...haha..HOTT giler!

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dush3..haha..ehh..bkn2...tetibe an..haha...xde kne mngene...=p

innocent macammmm

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soo..innocent an?mgkin r ade yg kate aq nie lembut ati...hahaha...ok..mgkin la kannn...tapi kekadang aq ske gak wat perangai keji..seperti pedajal mmber tepek pic uduh kat fb...mngene mmber ngan ktukan kejam..curik ayam mmber dlm pggan beliau..wat muke tekejut time beliau tnye.."muke aq terlebeh bedak x?" dan lain2 lagi..hahhahahhahah.........

nape aq citer nie?sbb aq ade wat perangai keji lately..haha..perangai ape?haha..aq rase aq xleh citer kt cni...kang beliau yg aq "kejikan" bace terase plak..kahkah..

tp seyes..aq xtau nape..aq sonok wat perangai keji itew...apekah kekejian yg telah aq lakukan?

hmm..sowi r..xleh nk share..kng kantoi laaa..aq ngah memperkejikan beliau..haha..

xleh blah bahase..menangis cikgu bm aq klu die bace neh...

google image...bapak cumel mke nakal nie...

soo..conclusion nye...aq nie xde r baek sgt...sbb aq nie manusia gak..kekadang aq ske gak bls dendam n mmperkejikan owg yg dah sakitkan ati aq...hahahhaha....SEKIANN..

p/s: sowi ar weh kwn2...entry aq kali nie mmg hampeh..xde info...haha...bagi la can kat aq ek..sekali skale..hah(mcm entry sblm2 nie berinfomasi!..=.=)

DuNia sEkArAng?ish3...

assalamulaikum kwn2...=)

camat pagi...=D

dah sarapan?huu~..aq belom...jap lagi le...huhu...rumateku kua dating...celebrate besday same buah hatinye...hehe..tggl le aq sengsorg kt blik...jap g nk g blik yan amik bku n smbung asgmnt yg half siap smlm...

nk cite ape ari nie?BW tadik...bace blog lulu caldina tertarik ngan citer dak f6 wat laporan polis cikgu die cekik die...hmm mcm2...alang2 bace  brite2..aq bkk la paper plak kn..bape ari dah aq xbace paper..tah mende aq buat..ahahha...xde bz tare mne pon...mcm2 gak citer ari nie...dr kes video seks yg di sah kan tulen sampai laaa tiger woods dah ade gurlpren...ceh tiger woods..boleh ke die nie idup tnpe pompuan?aq rase XMUGKIN...jgn esok2 kaw mati sbb pompuan jugak sudah la tiger woods....hahah..=p

dunie sekarang kn...mcm2 citer..but yg aq nk highlight ari nie kes cikgu-student nie...xyah g jauh2 dlm malaysia ckup...lately mcm2 kes cikgu-student kite dgr...cikgu tampo student la...student blasah ckgu laa..student bako skolah la...ape nk jadikk la budak2 nie....smlm mase Bw gak aq bce pngalamn sowg blogger nie praktikal kat skolah(oh beliau bakal cikgu) die prnh di gertak student...seram jugak ek tugas cikgu2 skolah nie...makin ari makin mncabar...

mane silapnye?nape mnde nie sume leh jadik?hmm...aq pon xtau nk komen lebeh cmne..sbb kdg2 aq tgk..student skng nie MANJE...sgt..xnafikn ade sstgh kes mmg slh cikgu 2...sbb yelah cm dah jadik trend cikgu 2 kerjaye pilihan terakhir graduan uni...kan?kn?eleh~~..betoi kan...korg jgn tpu la..aq pon pnh gak terpk cm 2...but skng x dah...seyes aq xmnt jadik ckgu..klu ckgu tadika ok!..hehe...

ok back 2 story...bile kerjaye nie pilihan terakhir..sooo mst diorg xmnt kn...pastuh...bile xmnt..xiklas..bile xiklas..xsabar..bile xsabar...hahhhh..2 yg mule jadik kes salah laku sume 2...u r not enjoying u'r job..bak kate prof.madya khulida kirana..heheh(lec career dev aq)

ye..aq phm...pape pon kite kne keje..dah xde keje nk wat cmne...jadik je la ckgu..(mgkin nie yg korg ckp)..bab nie aq mls nk komen sbb aq lom smpai thp 2 lagik...lom ade pngalamn..kng slh ckp..wat malu dri sendri..mgkin aq lom phm kot situasi 2...mgkin...tp klu korg dah plih kerjaye 2..FACE THE BEAUTY N THE UGLY OF IT!..then yg studentnye pulak...hmm..nie aq mmg emo...sgt emo bab student gedik nie..nape aq kate gedik...yela...kebnyakan kes...dak2 nie mmg wt slh pon...ponteng skolah la..memekak kat perhimpunan la...kuang hajar la...hangin la kot ckgu 2...die pon mnusie gak..yela..mgkin agak melampau bile tampo student sbb ponteng skola...tp klu dah la ponteng skola..bile owg tnye leklok kaw kuang aja....bajek best..klu aq..aq hmpuk pale kaw kat meje..hahahah..ops!kng msuk paper

pade2 student2 skola out there..(eceh speking lah pulok)...egt la weyh..cikgu 2 mnusie...respek la weh..die bg kaw ilmu...n pade ckgu plak..professional la sket...sape suh jadik ckgu...kne la mnyak saba...n pade parents plak...xpayah la mnjekn sgt ank korg 2...korg nk suh die jadi ape?mak aq dlu klu aq ngadu ckgu wat pape..tau die ckp ape?.."pdn muke kaw...nie mst kaw yg nakal kan?"..xpon..."pdn mke kaw..sape suh xsiap keje skolah"...haha...mak aq tau je aq wat ape..sbb die keje kat skolah tmpat aq blaja..mmg la kntoi...mse aq skolah mnengah plak die ade mmber2 yg keje kat skolah aq blaja....brite sampai je la kat die...xpyh nk wat psl la...hahha

ha?pe kate parents out there gne formule mak aq...make frens ngan kaki tgn kat skolah 2..xkish la ckgu ke PAR ke...2kang kebun ke....dpt pnye info...lagi2 klu cikgu!....at least korg leh tau hal sebenar...xde la terjah je memarah2 skalik anak kaw yg wat taek...hahah..wat malu je kan?

nie x..kekadang aq tgk...name je ade pesatuan parents and teachers..terkulat2 kekadg aq tgk cikgu2 nie nk pjuk mk ayah dtg meeting..tau la bz...xkn smpai xpnh dtg walaupon sa2 meeting...

cikgu+parents berkwn..kn better!..ehhe..

anyway..nie cme pndapat aq..yelah...sape sgt aq nie..umo pon lom smpai 23...ilmu cetek..tp aq ckup jaki(mnyampah gile) ngan perangai student yg ngengade taek kuda (bak kate mak aq) perangai cikgu yg wat kerjayenye just sumber duit tnpe rase iklas n parents yg mnjekn anak tahap gaban tuh!..puiii..mnyampah gegilerrr....

p/s: pg2 emosi cik eqin..amende lahhh..haha...agaknye sbb lapo nie...hehe..jom mkn!

tErLepaS pAnDang

assalamulaikum kwn2..=)

dah nk kui 3...nape aq xtdo lagik?huhuh...tadik aq tdo kui 10 lebeh..mngantok sgt...bgn blk wat asgmnt P.A...siap half..half lagik sok aq smbung sbb kne amik buku kat yan...mls nk terjah die pagi2 bute nie..rasenye dah tdo kot minah 2...

saje nk update blog..tadik ptg aq g mall ngan noni..tmn die beli brg n tapau mnde nk mkn..kebulo weh..xmkn dr tgh ari...then aq belikn umate tersyg kek..sa2 slice je pon..hehe...saje bg besday gurl..huhu...mse aq beli kek 2 minachi yg jual kek 2 tnye aq..'xkeje ke ari nie'..aikk???mne die tau aq keje part time?hehe..aq assume die slalu lalu lalang kat kioks tmpat aq keje 2 la kot..soo aq pon jwb la..."da berenti" smbil ulur duit byr harge kek 2...then die kate "nape nk study ye" aq pon angguk n jwb "aah..bz dah lately..." pastuh die tnye aq sa2 soklan yg aq tikijut skit..."u dulu xpkai 2dung kan?pkai spek?" erk...xsangke aq di observe begitu sekali..seyes aq xpasan minah nie...aq puas gak perah otak...mgkin...mgkin..hmmm...die pnh mmbeli kat kiosk tmpat kje aq 2.. atau berselisih kat toilet time aq terkinje2..atau..penah sa2 klas..atau...tah...xegt....=.= hehehhehehe..

aq angguk je la..then die pon ckp..ehehe..cm poyo je klu aq story kat korg...hehe.."u cantek pkai 2dung"..hehe...ok ati kmbng...bapak pasan cantek aq mse mndgrnye...=p..haha...amazingly yg ckp 2 bkn owg islam...ye beliau berketurunan india..agama hindu....=) sa2 malaysia....aq senyum jep...rase sgt bersemangat..sbb ape?sbb spnjng aq mule berhijab...aq xdikeji...cm contohnye owg ckp cmnie.."eleh..die 2 nnt kejap je 2..nnt bukak la blk 2" atau...'eleh nk tunjuk baek la 2"..seyes aq xpnh dgr lagik yg ckp cmnie..cme yg tnye kenape 2 ade la...stended la kot...tp yg bg semangat seperti..'weh...cumel siot!!" atau..."saye sokong awk..jgn peduli owg ckp ape..saye sentiase di belakang awk..sokong awk" atau..."bgs la ko qin..teruskan usaha" n xlupe jugak yg ckp.."weh..aq xpasan ko dlu sbb ko freehair..skng ok...pasan dah!"..hahah..yg last 2 dem sket..=.= ngee

hmm...kadang2 kn..bile kite terlalu fokus tntng seseorg or sesuatu perkare..kite terlepas pndang ngan perkare di sekiling kite...hmm..klu korg nk tau..pas aq officially free frm relationship...aq nmpak mnyak mnde yg aq terlepas pndang seblm nie..yg paling best korg tau ape?

aq xpasan ade sowg mmber aq nie sgt amik berat pasal aq...aq happy ke...aq mnyengal ke..aq sakit ke..aq sehat ke...hehe..nape aq leh xpasan?ntah~~yg aq pasan..die nie...klu aq nek status fb pelik sket..jap g die copy paste status 2 kat chat tnye aq..hahah....weh..ko bace ke ape aq 2lis neh?hahahaha...bgs2 aq ngah ngumpat ko neh...=p

time kaseh weh....amik berat psl aq...time kaseh sgt!die sowg je yg mnyanggup copy paste status fb aq nk tnye pahal..sumpah xtipu...n i think that is soo sweet for a frenz...sgt baek anda neh!=)

n aq gak makin ske wat mnde yg aq xpnh nk wat sblm nie sbb pk takot xde mse utk 'someone'

skng aq dah xpayah pk...wht is the best 4 him...do he like it if i do this? wht he will feel if i do bla bla bla...

aq juz wat ape aq rase nk wat...that's the beauty of being alone...bkn alone xde kwn...alone xde 'someone'..xde la sucks mne pon...ok je...xde la nk mati mane pon...bernafas je...xde la sunyi mne pon...

ade je yg tmn...juz need 2 retain the spirit and courage to face the fact...simple?

huu~~..xsgt...but the fact is the fact...sile terime....yg pnting jgn lupe tuhan...jgn lupe syg dri sndri...2 je..u gonna be ok..=)

ok...aq rase aq kne tdo skng...kng xbgn lak pg sok....pg tdik da la bgn lmbt..pemalas pnye ank dare!=.=

p/s : kdg2 kite kne wat mnde yg kite xsuke sbb mnde yg kite xsuke 2 boleh mndatangkan kebaikan utk kite...wat je jgn byk soal...sbb sa2 mase kite akan phm...nape kite kne wat sume 2...kite akn dpt kebaikannye jugak..tggl kne sabar je...xde laen...SABAR...

aKu tAk LeH sAbAr biLe...

assalamulaikum kwn2..

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aq xleh sabar bile....owg curik brg aq..

aq xleh sabar bile...owg selalu tipu aq...

aq xleh sabar bile....owg bodoh2 kn aq....

aq xleh sabar bile.....owg main2 kn perasaan family aq...

aq xleh sabar bile....owg khianat persahabatan aq..

aq xleh sabar bile.....owg pijak2 pale aq...

aq xleh sabar bile....pompuan mulot longkang carik psl...

aq xleh sabar bile....ngan owg yg berpure-pure baek konon2 mangse keadaan..puii~~

n yg paling aq xleh sabar bile.....

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AKU MENGANTOK...

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tu je motif aq sebenarnye...aq xtau npe ari nie asek mngantok gile...

tdo kejap...jap g bgn wat asgmnt...ngee..jgn marah..=D

p/s: aq mmg xde keje..ahahhaaha.....ok jom tdo...aq nk mimpi sean paul!....

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nak wat asgmnt mls lagik....jejalan2 blog tetibe nmpak nie..gigih je aq rase nk join kan....hahaha...nk join jugak?tgk kat cni

tarikh tutup 8 april ye kwn2...

langkah2 yg harus di patuhi

1. follow blog beliau....(sudah)

2.wat entry pasal segmen nie..(sudah)

3.letakkan banner..(tu atas tuhhh..hehehe)

4.tgglkn link entry kat entry segmen..(ok otw!)

sile2 la review blog daku nie ye cik aish....time je segale komen dgn ati terbentang...(hehe..luas sket skop dr ati terbuke!)

p/s: neves tetibe..=.=

JgN baCe..Nie bOriNg!

assalamulaikum kwn2..=)

hmm..cuace lembap je ari nie..lately utara duk ujan jep...uitm da cuti sbb bnjir..unimap pon same..uum?heheh..kat cnie..klu bnjir pon cme kwsn nie jadik cm pulau terasing..ala2 citer lost 2..xde la smpai naek air..lgpon blok aq ats bukit....fuh3..mntakk jauhhh..arap2 mkcik pakcik kafe simpn stok mknan mnyak2...ape2 jadik xde la kitorg mati kebulur kot...

ari nie besday rumate aq..ehehhe..appy besday mate!...da 23 da beliau...hehe...die ngah layan lagu mihrob cinta tuh..>.<.....tggu aq plak lagik 20 ari..=)

 (nk mention jugak kan..motiff??hahha)

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huu..ckp psl ujan n bnjir..aq harap sgt2 la xbnjir kali nie..ngan cuaca yg xmenentu neh...risau gak aq...klu bnjir..mmg bnyak mnde kne tagguh woo~~silap2 aq pnye praktikal jadik lmbat.....bile praktikal lmbat abis nye pon lmbt...dah abis lmbat segale mnde nk forward ke depan termasoklah konvo...oh! nitemare ok...dah la konvo setaun sekali skng!.....=.='

dr tadik aq xde wat ape...cuti kn..nk klua malesss..duk bace bku2 yg aq pnjm kat lebri...mkn pon belom neh....sa2 buku da abis...haha..xsngke aq mmpu bace buku 187 page ngan sgt fokus skalik..OMG..aq kne abiskn 4 bijik buku nie sblm tarikh pulang 14 april..bkn ape..aq da serik nk extend2 tarikh...system lebri cm ampeh!..kang kene dnde lagik..mencik ok!ces..=.= asgmnt pon lom wat lagik..yan nk ptg esok..xpsal kne flying kick aq ngan beliau ni kang...=P

1st book yg aq bace "he's just not that into you" by Greg Behrendt n Liz Tucillo..best gak buku neh...mmg bile bace tu u have to face the cruel reality lah...reality pasal ape?reality yg guy yg korg ske n syg sgt tuh mmg not that into you...buku nie da di adaptasi pade filem aq dgr...later aq egt nk carik...tgk versi filem plak kan..hehe....later gak aq share sket ilmu ape aq da dpt dari buku nie ye...maybe its might help you, you n you to face the fact that he's not that into you + u have to appreciate the best of yourself!=D

skng aq ngah bace "exorcising your ex' by Elizabeth Kuster...baru smpai page 51...quite interesting gak buku neh....hmm..kannn..aq da kate kat korg jgn bace...boring entry neh...hahaha..=P

ok sile tido......

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seyes aq pon mngantokk....=.=

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

p/s: nk mkn ape kang?*sigh* nk mkn ape pon xtau~~..haishh

i dOn't nEeD.....yOu

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i don't need.....

your advise about life

your care about my thought

your sympathy after all the lies

your attention  that totally fake

i don't need.....

the sweet comfort words

just because i'm feeling so down

just because its hard to forget you

just because you think i'm too kind hearted 

i don't need.... 

the humorous fake chatting

to make me forgot that it was a fake

to vanish all the tears that already spread

to cure the wound that cut my heart

i'm fine when i don't see you

i'm cheerful when i don't hear you

but not because i hate you

its the result of loving you to much

and you just not into me as such...

just let me spread my wing..

i wanna be free...

just let me fly high

i wanna live my life without your memory.....

coz i don't wanna live in misery....

juz live your so called life

i don't need you ANYMORE....

coz i'm happy like this..

independently loving myself..

its for the best!

i guess..

p/s: dis is a confusing thought of a 'mereng' gurl..haha..juz can't help it!...