If this is how u taught me god

Assalamualaikum n peace...

Dear god
I know...i'm not that good
I always forget you...
I always neglect my priority..

And god
Am i asking you too much
Am i dreaming too far..
I'm sorry god...
I'm weak...
I never strong...

Dear god..
If this is the way u taugt me
I'll learn...
If this is the only way to make me better..
I'll accept..

God..
Plz put of the fire of angriness in his heart...
Plz fix everything god
Plz help me god...

If i dont deserve it..
Give me strenght to swallow the fact..

P/s:everything fall apart