What should i do...

Assalamualaikum n peace...

Dear god...
I'm lost..
What should i do...
What should i ask u for...

Dear god..
I'm losing faith...
What should i do
What should i fight for...

Dear god...
Am i dreaming to high...
Asking you to much...
Am i paying a price for something better in tomorrow...
Am i?

What should i do...
When i try to learn...i make a mistake
When i try to explain..
No one here...
Is this fair enough...
Is this a wake up call again?

Dear god..
I'm sorry for forgetting you sometimes...
I'm weak...
I'm ignorant...
Try to be the best but i'm not one
Try to stand so high but i'm broken sometimes...

What should i do god...
What should i do...

P/s: if learning the hard way was the only way to get 'there'...i do what ever it takes