when life give u lemons

assalamualaikum n peace..=)

hyep!

so when i start with hyep its mean..this whole entry gonna be english...or maybe..manglish..khekheke..(manglish=malay+english)

most promises are made to be broken..

dunno where i got this words...forgot...in past few years back..from a fren..also forgot who..heheh..forgetful =.='

when life give u lemons...

google image...err..possible?hahaha...

as the time pass by..

only you know the pain

the hurt

the severity of u're own wound

how could anyone understands u

carrying so much burden on u're shoulder

had enough saying and doing

had enough swallowing the fact

and keep running around

the shame

no one knows

no one could ever know

the memory

sometimes u wish u could struck in an accident

and got anemia or sumthing

just can't understand why u're mind keep playing the 'movies'

hide like a freak

coward lil chicken of your past

anxiety of being alone

seems like forever

all u can do is pray hopelessly

cry and overwhelm by u're own thought

how shame

move like a loser

dream like an ugly duckling

keep sitting around gasping for air

sighing the past

sometimes things seems to much to handle

to hard to be swallow

to sharp to be hold

u had so much hatred

until u're heart drop dead of feeling

so numb

so damn freezing

but u juz dun wanna care

coz u had enough

coz u just too tired to even spread a tears

to even bother

dear..

darkness does not always equate to evil

as light does not always bring good

keep standing

keep holding on

trust

p/s: sometimes when u are too tired of everything u  juz wanna run away n hide like a chicken..but all u can do is stand there do nothing..coz u juz too tired...too damn tired coz life give u no choice