something I couldn't have

assalamualaikum n peace..=)

salam jumaat juga..esok dah puasa ye..=)

suppose aku busy ari jumaat..keje akan bertimbun dan memeningkan setiap kali jumaat..tapi tak pulak nampaknya ari nie..keje hari nie aku dah buat semalam since my Japanese bos sume sudah ke main office and main site untuk upacara breakthrough katanya...

so segala permintaan dan keperluan dan jadual sudah di siapkan semalam....sebab hari ni aku takkan jumpa diorang..

sudah tukar my alternate Saturday kepada esok..so minggu depan kerja..minggu nie cuti sabtu ahad..

tu pun sebab mak beria ajak balik kampung konon nak bukak puasa beramaian...I bet it could be interesting and awesome..so that ramadhan kali nie akan berbeza dari tahun lepas...kan?

mimpi ngeri buat aku terjaga tengah malam...sungguh...mimpi tengok sahabat sendiri di bunuh depan mata...sangat ngeri...=.='

dem..panjang pulak muqhodimahhhh...=.='

again...juz something that pop up in my mind and I feel bout writing it...

SOMETHING I COULDN'T HAVE

                                                    google

dreaming about yesterday

dreaming about you smiling

warm..sweet..nice

standing there still watching

holding back all the guts

keep reminding

keep being concern

he came

he go

he touch

he breaks

he walk away whenever he wants

hope

not even close

you just something that I couldn't have

you just something I couldn't own

                    desktop background satu masa dulu

singing to the song

as it told how I feel

dance to the anthem 

as it shows how I loved

for something that I couldn't have

dream would be always gonna be a dream

as my mind forget to tell you're a bad idea

my heart takes strike of rebellion

think heart think

make wrong choice no more

keep walking

with a broken smile again
now and then

p/s: I'm a mess