A FAIRY TALES OF AN UGLY DUCKLING

assalamualaikum n peace..=)

nak update something but idea tersekat tengah jalan...so pegi mengodek draft..and  I found this...bertarikh 29/12/2011

ntah kenapa aku tak publish...taip pon sekerat jalan..so aku fikir...better I continue it and publish it...

enjoy!

A FAIRY TALES OF AN UGLY DUCKLING

this is a story..

juz a story that i feel like wanna write it..for a gurl..a special gurl in my life..

dear...dis is u're story..i hope u like it..

he say hello...

he's kind..funny...

one thing leads to another

he ask u out...

one fine day...a fairy tale for u...u said that to me...i remember when u told me about it..

i know u happy gurl..=)

u said to me...

he pick u up...

u wore peach flowery dress....u make pudding for him...

he wore black shirt...with his cap...he drive u to a place that u never go...Cameron Highlands...

nice place...I see u're eyes glow...coz I was there with u...sharing the moment...

a long the way..u chat a lot with him...all I do was listen...and smile...u look so happy gurl...and him too..

than u ask him...would he want to taste some of u're pudding...that u made with love...juz for him..u offer me too..yes!its delicious...so damn delicious...coz u made it with all u're heart...with u're love..

but!he is driving and keep eating u're pudding!oh my dis is dangerous!

u worried...and u take the the pudding..start to spoon him...u feel shy..I know..I see it..u are blushing rite?

but u're heart feels happy...I know u...=)

more happy when he finish all of the pudding..left nothing not even a drop of it..

then we reach the destination...he said lets take a walk in the tea farm...nice!...but unfortunately...u're sandals 'putus' arghhhh...u feels shy...all I do was laughing at u...hahah..sorry...u look so funny gurl...

but he just smile..and u were lucky he drove his father's car...coz there is his sis n mum's sandals left inside...he gave it to u...and both of  u take a walk at the farm...and I juz wait...two is just nice rite?three is is crowd...heheh...I know u want a moment to be alone..with him..=)

and as u told me...that day was like a fairy tales for u...u never feels happy like dat for long moment...I know...coz I know u so well...

we brought back a lot of strawberry dat day..u're heart full of bliss...even u're eyes are smiling...

but last nite u cry...

u cry coz everything turn up to be always fairy tales..coz u realise how u dream to much...as u just an ugly duckling hoping to a swan but u're not one..

he just not that into u..u said

he just to gud to be true..u said

he just to high to be reach..u said..

coz he come as he want to

he go and he don't care much bout u...

he just being nice and u wrongly hope 'the one is u..

move girl move....

I'm sorry fairy tales are not for you....

be as special as you always do...

p/s: teringat sepupu kecik umur 6 tahun cakap nak kawen ngan aku bila dah besar..one day when he grow up..aku pasti he will regret saying that..bahahhaha