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Wednesday, July 25, 2012

THE PATH

assalamualaikum n peace..=)

tekak dah ok sket...dah boleh dengar la patah perkataan yang aku sebut tanpa di ketawakan...heee..cuma masih batuk....

semalam sambil ON9...mengodek gambar lama time study and time....ehemm...'bercinta' dulu2..*kofkofkof*
(batuk tak iklas)

looking to that pic..nampak macam proses...dari sem satu sampai last sem sampai praktikal and to the latest one...dari aku freehair kepala togel baju tak semengah sampai laaa err...sopan la jugak kan?masih cuba improve..=)

then I look really deep to my face...ini serius punye deep...macam kaji senyum diri sendiri..pastu sorang2 bezakan yang mana zaman kegemilangan+kejatuhan dan kebangkitan...and wonder kat diri sendiri..how can I be that strong?

yes!its true when some people said..you never know how strong you can be until stay strong is the only option...means..kau takkan tau sekuat mana kau sampai satu masa menjadi kuat adalah satu2 nya pilihan untuk kau teruskan hidup...

and guess what..kalau dulu tengok certain gambar aku boleh emo satu hari...yesterday was magical...I'm just like looking at some junk picture which on my "someday gonna be delete" list..sort of

juga rasa sangat teramat bersyukur dikurniakan sahabat2 and family yang sangattt supportive along the path...

today..I'm proud to say that...I'm comfortable with my life...

sepanjang jalan nie jugak...few frens ada la tanya..how can I stay like nothing happen..like I wasn't hurt..

to be honest..I'm not strong at all..I repeat..I'm not thatttt strong...

I just don't have any other options...

and one thing for sure...I'm depending on dear Allah..=)


p/s: one day...I hope I would be proud when looking back to my journey

1 comment:

SoLy SoLicious said...

kadang Allah bagi kita ujian sebab Dia tahu kita kuat dan kita mampu laluinye InsyaAllah :)