6 MoNths

assalamualaikum n afternoon kwn2..=)

6 months already...

tears?

still there

wounds?

slowly recovered

memories?

dem like a ghost haunting me!

me?

lost myself already

environment?

still sucks!

him?

i wish he die sometime..hahahahha...(ya..i'm lying)

relationship?

err...what's that?wakakaka..=p

but i'm glad...i had to prove nothing to you...i'm glad...i don't lose my grade..i'm glad...my change keep progressing...n i'm damn glad...u not there to see me crawling in pain...

one last regret stuck in my heart..i wish!i tell her what had happen between us before..everything...so she will know..why i feel bullshit when she say "apalah daya saya..sabarlah dengan dugaan hidup"

just maybe..i'm not strong enough to tell her...n i'm so stupid coz i don't wanna ruin u're happiness...n the truth is..i ruin myself

i hope..u pray damn hard to god.. so that our history won't hunt u someday..karma...

i regret that i'm born with the heart that easily break...i regret that..i give you a lot of easiness in life...juz maybe..i love you so damn much...n i hate that fact...seems like forever..

6 months...

its good to be alive..its good i don't commit suicide or involve in homicide..its good i have things to do..

Dear god...

please give me...another thousands of 6 months...=)

so that i can achieve all my dreams

n erase all his memories

amin

p/s: harap tak sesat lagi