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hyep!

last nite was a failure

i said something that i think soo damn stupid

how can i confess

when my heart wasn't sure

when my brain say no

yes..

its wonderful

when i have u

but the reality is

we never met

how can i give u trust

how can i give u a heart

dis is crazy

n i had to find an explanation to this

dis is insane

n it would kill me some day

the same way..

it kills me before

what should i do dear god

when my heart feel it

but my brain say no

i dun wanna be like before

crawling in pain like hell

juz to know the love i want so much is juz a lie

a fake lil thing n a mistakes!

maybe i got to be patient

and give myself a space

maybe this is not it

maybe its juz a temporary feeling

but..for real

its killing me!

p/s: i got jealous stupid!can't u see it??